How I was able to buy Nembutal online by ”Sarah”.
This is a writeup is about Sarah, elderly South Australian who was terminally ill and looking for a peaceful exit. Before being diagnosed with a terminal illness, Sarah has been a member of the Peaceful Pill Directory for more than 8 years. She has always believed in the right to die at a time of their own chosen.
On 17th March 2024 Sarah went to the hospital for a routine checkup and was diagnosed with a terminal disease. Prior to that, she had no symptom at all. Sarah had various emotions on hearing the news from the doctor, sadness, shock, anger and helplessness.
After getting the bad news, I knew I had to tell my husband but didn’t know how he was going to take it. That night I made a very big dinner and broke the news to him. He was very distraught as expected but told me to stay strong and assured me everything was going to be okay.
The days that passed were gloomy. Knowing I had a limited time on earth and the pain I would feel was terrifying. I have to take action and be in control of the situation. Being in pain which reduces your quality of life and having others take care of you is not something I wanted for myself. Had to make the big decision, taking my life into my own hands. There was only one option ”dying with dignity”.
I was already a member of the Peaceful Pill Directory so making the decision wasn’t difficult and my husband was ready to stand by me. We sent an email to Dr Joshua, and he replied almost immediately. After exchanging emails, we set up a meeting to discuss further. The possibilities and the various methods.
Nembutal was the perfect one and we set out to find a reliable vendor of the drug.
In search of Nembutal online
How I was able to buy Nembutal online with the help of Dr Joshua. While Joshua tried his list of reliable Nembutal vendors, I did some research and contacted a few myself. There was also the possibility of me traveling to Mexico to buy the drug directly, but my husband was against that idea. He didn’t want us to travel out of the country in my situation.
Dr Joshua’s recommended vendors were slow to reply so I contacted some random sites online. I was scammed twice and almost gave up on ever finding Nembutal. After about 3 months, Dr Joshua called me that one of the vendors was available. We bought the Nembutal powder, the lethal dose 15grams for $1,345 including the delivery fee.
The delivery was very slow, and it took 12 days for the package to finally reach our home. It came a double vacuum sealed plastic bag wrapped with foil paper. We took the Nembutal to Joshua and got it tested to make sure it was real. The product was 99.6% pure which is the purest form available in the market. I felt a great relief. Having Nembutal and knowing I have the power to end it all at a time of my chosen made me felt like a god. For once in my life, I was in control.
Now that I have Nembutal, I feel alive. My husband and I are trying new things. There’s a new spark in our relationship and my spirit has been lifted. I know there’s not much time but will enjoy whatever time I have left.